I am a slow and steady person. Unless we’re talking about jumping to conclusions. In which case, I go to the worst case scenario immediately, and then talk myself back into a rational world.
Everyone is all about that “big game” that’s in town. And I do wish I had signed up to volunteer. But I wasn’t in the right place to commit at the time, and I’m still not really there. Each week is hard. I get myself out of bed, to the gym, to work, to making meals, to seeing friends/family. None of it is easy. There are so many things I want to be different, but I know they can’t all change immediately.
So right now I just chip away each day. Doing the best I can with what I have. Some days that means not doing the dishes, or skipping the gym, or cheating on my challenge and joining my coworkers in a potluck.
Minnesota breeds some tough people, hopefully I can be tough enough to get through these road blocks and eventually find what I’m looking for.